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  The upturned corner widened into a full-blown smile and his eyes crinkled a bit at the corners. She barely stifled an admiring sigh. “Forgive me,” she said, searching for her composure. “Did I get the time wrong?”

  According to her calendar, they were meeting at eight, after her toast with her friends. She had the sudden, bizarre urge to keep him all to herself. Dating was going to be enough of a shock, but dating a man who looked like this? Tomorrow night would be soon enough to show him off. She felt flushed in a way she’d almost forgotten about.

  “Not at all. I got to town early. Planned to have a drink to settle my nerves before you arrived.” He leaned closer. “Dare I hope you’re here for the same reason?”

  She shook her head, feeling a goofy grin fighting for control of her face. “I’m meeting friends. A last-minute review for tomorrow’s event.”

  “Ah.” He looked around. “Smart planning.”

  “I tend to do that.”

  That half smile was back. “Just as you stated in your profile.” He winked. “I’ll just wait over there at the bar until it’s my turn.”

  The way he said that launched a swarm of butterflies in her belly.

  “Wait. Your generosity...” She trailed off, searching for words as a surge of unexpected emotion swamped her. “Well, we thank you.”

  “It’s a good cause,” he replied. “I’ll be waiting at the bar.”

  She watched him walk away—drinking in the way his trousers fit his backside, like a woman too long stranded in the desert. Abruptly she realized he might catch her foolish behavior in the reflection of the mirror behind the bar.

  She specifically made the effort not to check if he’d caught her staring, instead turning her gaze back toward the door. Her willpower was rewarded as her friends came in together in a rush of cold air and happy voices. They raised a glass to success, double-checked every last-minute detail, right down to their personal shoe selections, and then parted company until tomorrow.

  Half an hour had never seemed to drag more. Which was a terrible thing to be thinking. These were friends she had enjoyed for years. Friends who’d carried her through all stages of motherhood, a few lonely anniversaries and eventually her husband’s diagnosis and decline.

  Cecelia pushed all of that to the back of her mind. That was the past. Her future was waiting for her on the other side of the holiday season. And oh, my, her present was right there watching her from the end of the bar. With her purse and wool coat over her arm, she squeezed through the growing crowd to join Emmett Holt.

  “Hi.” Reminding herself she couldn’t be certain about his motives and discovering her intuition was blurred by her shocking attraction to him, she didn’t know how else to start. “Sorry to have kept you waiting.”

  “Not a problem,” he said, offering her his seat. “I enjoyed the view. Would you like another glass of wine?”

  “Just water, please.” She didn’t think alcohol would help her manage her fascination and she needed to focus if she was going to get some straight answers out of him.

  He signaled the bartender, and she had a tall glass of water with a wedge of lemon within seconds. The bartender leaned close. “How are things going, Cecelia?”

  “Great. Thanks, Ted.”

  Ted glanced at Emmett and then back to her. “Do you and the ladies have everything all set for tomorrow night?”

  “Definitely.”

  “Glad to hear it.” He moved on down the bar to serve the next customer.

  “A friend of yours?”

  She glanced at Emmett while she sipped her water, letting the cool liquid soothe her dry throat. He looked a little perturbed with the bartender’s familiarity. Was he jealous, or did he see a potential interference with his kidnapping plan? Her intuition couldn’t pin it down. Granted, she hadn’t tried dating since her husband died and she didn’t know if this was business or pleasure yet—only that part of her was seriously hoping for the latter.

  “My friends and I meet here almost every week,” she explained. “You work in DC. Surely this isn’t your first trip to Alexandria.”

  “No, it isn’t.”

  Well, that was less than enlightening. She tried a different tack. “Is there a particular area or way you’d like us to use your donation?”

  He smiled, slowly, and though it was hard to tell in this light she thought maybe he blushed a bit. “No. You’re free to use the money how you see fit.”

  “Okay.” She watched him carefully, searching out any clues to his intention with her. But watching him carefully meant taking in the details. He oozed confidence and he obviously worked out. He was trim without being skinny and if his forearms were any indication, his biceps and shoulders would be beautifully sculpted.

  He angled his body, effectively sheltering her from the crowded room and making this public encounter suddenly feel a lot more private.

  Her heart rate fluttered, but with awareness rather than a more appropriate concern. He was close enough she recognized the citrus and cedar notes of his cologne. Her husband had preferred—she cut off the thought. That was then. This moment, this evening, was all that mattered right now.

  Live your life.

  But something else about Emmett reminded her of her husband and her brother. She’d been around the type long enough she would have picked up on it even without Thomas’s warning this afternoon. Emmett gave the appearance of being focused on her, but he was surreptitiously inventorying their surroundings and the people coming and going around them.

  She’d caught her daughter doing the same thing more than once since Casey started working in ops. Situational awareness was a skill taught to field agents in the CIA as well as any other number of agencies. If she’d asked him, she knew he could give her an accurate description of everyone in the room and the best way out if any trouble cropped up.

  He was definitely one of her brother’s Specialists, and the last shred of hope she’d clung to that their meeting online had been a coincidence dwindled to zero. She needed a plan, needed to get to the bottom of his motives before she wound up used—or worse.

  The man might have a generous streak, but it didn’t require an active intuition to see there was more under the charming surface. “It was a pleasure to meet you, but maybe this isn’t the best night for dinner. Let’s talk more tomorrow at the gala.” She slid off the stool just as someone behind him shifted, and she found herself pressed tight against his warm, hard body.

  Speaking of situational awareness... She looked up at him, captivated by the cool gaze that only increased her body temperature.

  “Why don’t we go somewhere less crowded?”

  Yes! “I’m not sure that’s such a good idea.” She inched away from him, fighting the overwhelming urge to get closer. “As generous as you are, we’re scarcely more than strangers.”

  “I made a reservation for us at that steak house down the street.”

  The crowd shifted again, and this time he braced to keep from bumping into her. She was outrageously disappointed.

  “Come on.” He smiled and her heart jolted. “Let’s share an appetizer and then you can decide if dinner is an option.”

  She felt herself nodding an agreement before she could voice a reasonable excuse.

  He took her coat from her grasp and held it for her, straightening the collar and smoothing his hands over her shoulders. He retrieved his coat—a supple leather bomber-style jacket—from the hook just under the bar top.

  He gestured for her to go first, and when she checked the reflection, she saw his eyes weren’t on her, but the crowd around them. Something wasn’t quite right. Was he protecting her or preparing to snatch her away?

  Oh, she had to get her brother’s voice out of her head so she could find her own way through this situation. She pushed through the door to the
street and turned to just ask him outright, but another of his smiles completely derailed her train of thought.

  “Is it always so crowded in there? It’s a wine bar.”

  His beleaguered expression earned her sympathy. Apparently the profile notation that said he didn’t like crowds was truthful. Giving him the benefit of the doubt, she said, “It’s a popular wine bar. And every place is busier since we’re closing in on Christmas.” She gestured to indicate the white lights and holiday color dressing up the Old Town district of Alexandria.

  “Fair point,” he agreed, falling into step beside her.

  “Was the holiday spirit what moved you to make that donation?”

  His lips twitched and he ducked his head to avoid a low-hanging strand of white lights. “In part. I’m not typically one for the holiday spirit. Mostly it was you. After we met online, I poked around and found that video your organization posted. Who could resist?”

  Plenty of people in this economy, she’d discovered. “What is it that you do, Mr. Holt?”

  “You call me Emmett online,” he reminded her.

  His low voice sent a ripple of anticipation across her skin. “Emmett,” she repeated, like a besotted schoolgirl.

  “I’m in private security.”

  She turned her gaze toward the street, hiding her unjustified disappointment. Even if their online flirtation was genuine, she knew he wouldn’t have told her what he really did and who he really worked for. It would have been a breach of security at this stage. Even as the director’s sister, she wouldn’t know Mission Recovery existed if she hadn’t been married to a man like William. She told herself it was too soon to have any opinion on situations that fell into the delicate area of security clearances.

  Still, she needed to know if he was here as friend or foe. “Ah, that explains it.”

  “Explains what?”

  She shrugged. “The way you scout a room and keep track of people. Don’t worry. It’s not obvious to most women.”

  He gave her an arch look.

  “I have relatives who are also in security-related jobs. Par for the course this close to DC,” she added, wishing he’d take the bait and elaborate. Wishing she had the courage to demand clarification. It felt so uneven to be this attracted to a virtual stranger without any idea if his responses were sincere. It was an odd sensation to realize someday in the field someone would look at her and wonder the same thing.

  “It’s a habit we all develop, I suppose.”

  “A matter of survival,” she agreed. “Or so they tell me.” Come January she’d be getting the training firsthand. No more inferring from the vague references her family made. It was an exciting thought, and she grinned with anticipation.

  “Now, that’s quite a look, Mrs. Manning.”

  “Cecelia,” she corrected. “I’m changing jobs after the holidays and whenever I think about it, I get excited.”

  “What type of change?” He pulled open the door of the restaurant and she stepped into the dim alcove.

  “Just something more active.” If he could hedge, so could she. It was good practice, anyway. “My company had openings in another department. All the recent charity endeavors made me realize I’m ready to get out from behind a desk.”

  He gave his name to the hostess and they were seated immediately. “What have you been doing?” he asked when they were settled in a cozy corner booth.

  “I focus on basic administration for the human resources department. It’s utterly boring, sifting through the same documents day in and day out. The job served its purpose while our daughter was growing up, but I’m ready to branch out now.”

  “You seem eager to try something new.”

  “Precisely.” A man as perceptive as Emmett had probably already noticed that her hormones were willing to start that something new with him at the first opportunity.

  The waiter came by with water and offered the evening’s specials. They ordered drinks and the sampler of appetizers and Cecelia returned to her task of trying to unravel Emmett’s motives.

  “How long will you be in town?”

  “Probably just through the weekend.”

  “Probably?” she echoed. Where had her conversational skills gone? He’d been trained to divert the curiosity she was so clearly showing, but she could do better.

  “I’m really just here for you. For the gala,” he added as though it was an afterthought. “Haven’t had much cause to pull out the penguin suit lately, figured I should enjoy it. After that, it’s back to work.”

  “In DC?”

  “Same as everyone else in this area,” he said with that half smile that made her want to sigh.

  She agreed with a nod. “You won’t take time off for the holidays?” Before her brother’s announcement this afternoon, she’d been determined to boldly invite him to join her on a beach in the Caymans in a few days’ time.

  “Someone has to keep the office running. All the other guys have family.” He shrugged. “I volunteer to stick around on holidays and put out the occasional fire so they don’t have to.”

  “That’s thoughtful of you.”

  One shoulder hitched in a casual shrug. “When you have kids, you should be there for them.”

  “That was my philosophy.”

  But now it was her turn to do something solely for herself... The problem was, this part may have been a mistake.

  Chapter Five

  Holt gave her credit for a gentle interrogation style, but he recognized the effort for what it was. It might only be first-date protocol, but maybe Isely had been right and Casey had started moving to intercept him already.

  How to ask her what she knew without blowing it all to hell? That was the real question.

  He started to ask then paused when the phone Isely had given him shivered in his pocket. It would likely be the address where he was supposed to stash Cecelia tomorrow night. He’d spotted a couple of Isely’s men in the area already and the idea made him wary about being tailed.

  “Excuse me one second.”

  He checked the phone and his stomach clutched when he read the terse message and recognized the address of a local warehouse. His worst fear confirmed. Isely’s men had informed their boss that Holt and Cecelia were together and Isely wanted her tonight. Damn it. Holt needed to slow things down or his whole counter-operation would crash and burn. Isely might get a measure of revenge moving in on Cecelia tonight, but he wouldn’t get the full effect Holt had promised when they’d been planning and negotiating terms.

  “Problem?”

  “No, not at all.” He smiled and put the phone away. “Just a work thing.”

  “I understand. It happens.”

  She looked more disappointed than understanding. Her late husband had probably ruined many personal evenings with sensitive work distractions. Holt had the strange urge to show her a different side of men in security-related careers.

  Not smart.

  He turned the phone off and showed her the black screen before tucking it into his coat pocket. “There. I’m off the clock. Meant to do that earlier, but I needed the navigation app.” Her smile was worth the lie. Worth all of the lies he’d been telling lately.

  The appetizer sampler arrived and for a few minutes they just indulged in the cheese and cured meat selection. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt this comfortable, this normal with a woman. Especially a woman who was a target.

  Her manners were perfect society matron, but her little hum of appreciation as her lips closed over her fork had him thinking of other things. Things he had no business thinking about with a woman like Cecelia Manning.

  She was a gorgeous, walking temptation with her feminine curves, long golden hair and wide blue eyes. He knew from her profile and additional background searches she kept he
rself fit with tennis and yoga. Yoga meant flexibility.

  A few images from the Kama Sutra zipped through his mind like a slideshow and he nearly choked on the cracker in his mouth. Giving in to lust wouldn’t do either of them any good. If he lived through the next forty-eight hours, he might ask her for a do-over and take her on a real date that didn’t involve looming thugs happy to do the bidding of a famous crime boss.

  Of course, dating her for real meant Director Casey would definitely kill him. The entire concept was irrelevant. His career allowed no time for the sort of commitment a woman like her would require.

  He caught her checking her watch. “Am I boring you already?”

  “No, not at all.” Her smile was apologetic. “Just a mother’s habit. My daughter’s new husband is flying in tonight. I’m expecting her to call or text and let me know he arrived.”

  “They came to support you for tomorrow’s gala?”

  “And an early Christmas weekend, just the three of us.” She sipped her wine. “They’ll spend the real holiday with his mother in Florida. None of them are much for cold weather.”

  “What about you?”

  “It doesn’t bother me much. Winter’s part of life.” Her eyes went wide and she laughed. “I sound like some cheesy book on the self-help clearance rack.”

  “No apology necessary. Without winter we don’t appreciate spring and summer. But a snowblower makes life easier.”

  “Very true.”

  “Is it a challenge?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Watching your married daughter so recently after losing your husband?” He cursed himself. Hadn’t meant to say that. Bringing up an ex was bad enough on a first date, but dredging up her dead husband, a man whom she’d loved deeply by all accounts? He was starting to understand why he didn’t bother with dating. He sucked at it. “You really don’t have to answer that.”

  “It’s okay.” She rested her fork against the small plate. “Losing William was the worst thing I’ve had to deal with.” She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, worrying her lower lip with her teeth. “Well, you have some idea.”